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Chapter 1
"I declare, Sally, the only time my poor nephew doesn't
cry is when you're present," said Glee, who was plaiting the
hair of her own little toddler, Joy.
Sally Spenser dropped a kiss on little Sam's golden ringlets
and continued to rock him. She told herself she had become attached to the little tyke
because he had never known a mother's caress.
More likely, Sally's affection for Sam was fed by his own
father's scorn for his innocent son.
Sam's father, George Pembroke, the Viscount Sedgewick, was
undoubtedly the most exasperating man Sally had ever known. His
disinterest in his heir was unforgivable. His propensity for tipping a cup too much was irresponsible.
His predilection for gaming was unwise.
And his taste in poetry was nonexistent.
In short, there was not a single thing about the viscount of
which Sally approved. They
could not be in the same chamber together for five minutes without
clashing.
Why, then, had she adored him for half of her two-and-twenty
years? Ever since she
and Glee had become best friends while attending Miss Worth's School
for Young Ladies, Sally had worshipped Glee's elder brother.
It wasn't as if George had ever given Sally a crumb of
encouragement. Quite
the contrary. The
viscount had never had eyes for any woman on earth, save his beloved
wife Dianna, who had been dead these two years past.
It hurt Sally to see George descend fauther into the grim
valley of grief he had dug for himself since Dianna's death.
It was evident he had no desire to live.
There was no longer any joy in his life, save his love for
his daughter, who bore a striking resemblance to her mother.
"I'm so happy you've come to Bath," Glee said to
Sally. "Not just
because I love you so dearly and am so thoroughly happy to see
you--but because poor little Sam needs you. I've become quite concerned about him. He doesn't speak at all, and Joy--who's a week younger than
he--is already talking in sentences."
Sally bristled. "Mama said girls always talk before boys do. She also
said to never compare children for they each develop at a different
rate, but they all get to the same place sooner or later."
Glee sighed. "I hope you're right--about boys speaking later.
I worry so about Sam. I
keep wondering if I'm doing the right thing by allowing him to
continue under George's roof. My
brother is such a brute! I
truly believe Sam would be better off with me--except, of course,
for missing his sister, whom George would never give up."
Glee removed her daughter from her lap, stood her up,
and gave her rump an affectionate swat.
"I want Sam and George to grow close, and the only way
that can happen is if George has to be responsible for him."
"You have no reason to feel guilty," Sally said.
"George does need to exercise his fraternal
responsibilities." She
lovingly ran her fingers through Sam's tresses.
"Surely one day George will realize how precious Sam
is."
Sally reached down to clasp Sam's bare feet.
"This little piggy," she began.
And he sat up and squealed with delight.
By the time Sally had finished grabbing each of Sam's chubby,
curled toes, he was giggling.
Then, his sister strolled into the room, a great, fat fluffy
gray cat in her little arms.
Sam scooted off Sally's lap and ran to take the cat from his
sister. The cat, who
was obviously immune to Sam's clumsy abuse, was almost as big as
Sam.
Sally was pleased that Georgette was willing to share her pet
with her forlorn little brother.
Joy, her little legs churning, ran over to her female cousin.
"See, Mama made my hair pretty.
Like the maiden in the book."
Georgette hopefully looked from Joy to Glee.
"Will you plait my hair, too, Aunt Glee?"
"I should be happy to, Georgette.
Come here," Glee said as her arms stretched out.
Sally stared after Georgette.
Though her name was a variation of her father's, she was all
Dianna.
Sally still remembered her own grief when she had learned
George had become betrothed to Dianna Moreland.
How painfully difficult it would be to abandon her dream of
growing up and capturing George's heart.
At first Sally was convinced George was shackling himself to
Miss Moreland for her enormous dowry.
Then, the seventeen-year-old Sally met the nineteen-year-old
Dianna. And Sally was
even more devastated. Of
course George would love Dianna!
She was not only wealthy, but elegant, gracious and
beautiful. Like her
daughter was now. Georgette
was tall for a four-year-old. Her
mother had been tall, too. And
Georgette was very fair of face with rich dark brown hair and eyes.
Just like Dianna.
After Glee finished braiding Georgette's hair, she sent the
children off with their nurse, then turned to her dear friend.
"Now you simply must tell me what brings you back to
Bath so soon after you arrived at your brother's house.
What has he now done to cause you to be so out of charity
with him?"
Sally, who was on her knees picking up after the children,
sighed. "He all
but promised my hand in marriage to the odious Mr. Higginbottom."
"Pray, why is Mr. Higginbottom so odious?"
"Perhaps the word odious is unjust.
The man may be perfectly amiable, but it is difficult for me
to determine that because I'm so shallow a person I'm frightfully
put off by his appearance. 'Tis no fault of his that he is fat and persists in wearing
garments that fit him when he was a much leaner man. And it's terribly unkind of me to object to the fact that his
head is as hairless as a billiard ball.
Suffice it to say the man has a granddaughter who is my
age."
Glee's eyes widened. "Oh,
dear, that will never do! Does
Edmund actually think you would be that desperate to
marry?"
Sally's lips folded into a grim line, and her grip tightened
on Joy's cloth doll. "My
feelings were never considered, I assure you.
All that mattered to Edmund was Mr. Higginbottom's large
purse." She tossed
the doll into a basket.
"I cannot understand why your mother would continue to
live under her son's roof when he is so thoroughly mercenary.
Did he not himself marry for position rather than love?"
Sally nodded. "Mama is no proponent of love matches.
Her father arranged her marriage.
Besides, she is besotted over Edmund, and he persuaded her
how advantageous it would be for me if I were to marry Mr.
Higginbottom."
"Oh, dear," Glee said.
"And knowing you and your sharp tongue, I am persuaded
you alienated Edmund dreadfully."
"I could hardly be expected to hold my tongue---"
Sally shook her head and burst out laughing.
"I daresay I've never been one to hold my tongue in my
entire life."
Glee laughed, too. "I
daresay you're right."
"But I'm now faced with the difficulty of my situation.
I refuse to go back to Edmund's, and David is off
who-knows-where in the navy. As
the daughter of a deceased vicar, I obviously have no great fortune
of own."
Glee's smile widened and her eyes twinkled.
"You'll just have to live with Blanks and me!"
"As much as I love you," Sally said, "I refuse
to live off your charity. I
shall have to take a position.
I've been thinking . . . I was at the top of our class at
Miss Worth's . . . Do you suppose she would engage me to teach at
the school?"
Glee shook her head vigorously.
"I shan't allow you to think on the matter!
Why, you're the niece of Lord Bankston!"
Her eyes surveyed Sally, who was putting everything in its
place. "Though, I declare, looking at you now, one would
believe you a parlormaid. Do
leave that for the servants!"
"You know I cannot."
Glee nodded. "I know. Living
with you at Miss Worth's was the only time in my life I had a tidy
bedchamber."
"Then my neatness did not rub off on you?"
"Heavens no! I
shouldn't wish to have everything tucked away for I'd never be able
to find anything. But that
is not what we were discussing.
About your teaching . . . I daresay Lord Bankston would
suffer apoplexy if he thought his niece would accept a position as a
teacher."
"Grandniece. Then
I shan't tell him," Sally said curtly.
"My mind is made up, Glee.
I wish to be independent.
I refuse to live off anyone's charity."
"You were going to live with your brother.
What is the difference between living with me--who loves
you--or living with your wretched brother?"
Glee challenged.
"Edmund was charged by our father with the
responsibility of taking care of us upon Papa's death.
All of Papa's money--what there was of it--went to his
firstborn with that caveat. Edmund
bought David's colours and was to make a home for Mama and me with
him and Drucilla and their children."
"I am certain that if you stayed here in Bath with
Blanks and me you would quickly capture a husband, and that would
solve all your problems."
"You may be certain of it, but I'm not," Sally
said. "You and
Felicity and Dianna all easily captured agreeable husbands because
you are beautiful. Unfortunately,
I cannot aspire to such hopes."
"You are pretty," Glee countered.
"If one likes females as tall and shapeless as a
beanpole. And add to
that I am possessed of hair that bears a remarkable resemblance to
brittle straw."
"That's not true! Granted,
you are taller than average and slight of frame, but your face is
pretty. Why, you have the nicest dimples I've ever beheld, and your
eyes are lovely. 'Tis
so unexpected to see dark brown eyes on a blonde.
I vow, I would trade anything I have--save Blanks and Joy--to
have your complexion."
Sally rolled her eyes. "You're
the fair, pretty one. Why
would you want skin that's bronzed?"
"It's not bronzed.
It's . . . tawny. Like you. Shades
of golds and browns. You're
really very pretty."
"Would that men shared your views," Sally muttered.
Her eyes narrowed as she watched Glee.
"Speaking of men, I detect a marked difference of late
in your husband. You
have every right to tell me it is none of my concern, but I'm quite
distressed over what I witness.
Blanks had become so responsible, such an attentive husband,
and now he's returned to his former ways, cavorting with that
brother of yours."
Glee's little shoulders shrugged and she spoke in a troubled
whisper. "We shall
never have another child, for he absents himself from my bed."
Other maidens might turn scarlet and avert their gazes when
confronted with talk of what occurred between a married couple in
the bedchamber, but not Sally.
Her brows lowered. "I
cannot believe Blanks has fallen out of love with you!"
"Oh, he hasn't," Glee said.
"The problem is he loves me too dearly.
Ever since Dianna died on childbed, my darling Blanks is
determined to spare me such a fate.
And--because he loves me so dearly--he cannot be close to me
and not . . . well, not wish to make love to me.
So that is why he is never around."
Sally sprang to her feet and glided across the carpeted floor
to Glee. "Oh, you
poor dear. We must put
a stop to his ridiculous behavior."
She hugged Glee to her.
"I cannot think of what to do.
I have spoken to him any number of times and assured him the
women in my family are good breeders.
Felicity's already delivered two perfect children, and Mama
delivered three. I told
him I am positive I shall never die until every red hair on my head
has turned white."
"And what does he say?"
Glee's lashes fell. "He
says one in four women die on childbed, and he'll not have me being
one of them." A
sob escaped her and she turned to Sally with weepy eyes.
"Oh, Sally, you cannot imagine how good it is to lie
with a man you love so desperately."
Oh, but Sally could. Though
a virgin, she was no blushing maiden.
She could never behold George's muscled body and not long to
have it stretched beside hers, to feel his solidness beneath her
sweeping hands, to want to take him inside of her.
Thinking on it now caused her heart to drum.
Shaking her head, Glee walked toward the door.
"Our conversation has been far too draining.
Come, let's go to the Pump Room.
Perhaps I shall see my wayward husband there, and you can
scold him."
Glee excessively disliked having to leave Sally on just her
second day in Bath, but Felicity had summoned Glee to nearby Winston
Hall. And since
Felicity was the eldest of the siblings, neither Glee nor George had
ever possessed the backbone to defy her.
Not that there had ever been any need to, since Felicity's
judgment was unerring.
So now Glee found herself in the Moreland's library facing
Felicity and a solemn George, with both doors leading into the
chamber firmly closed behind the three of them.
"Pray, what is all this about?" Glee asked.
Felicity's eyes flashed in anger, and her hands flew to her
waist, elbows pointed outward. "It's about George.
We've all been patient with him in his grief."
She turned narrowed eyes on him, and her voice softened.
"Don't forget that I know what it is to lose a beloved
spouse. I never wanted
to love another man again. I had known love with Michael."
"You cannot compare Michael Harrison to Dianna!"
George snapped. "No
woman can ever take her place.
No woman has ever been created who could be her equal."
"Be that as it may," Felicity said, "I've
brought you here to tell you life goes on.
Whether you ever remarry is irrelevant--though I do sincerely
hope you will again know love.
What is relevant, dearest brother of mine, is your children.
And I'm persuaded your indifference toward them and your
immature, selfish ways have to stop.
We've said nothing to you up to this point because of your
overwhelming grief, but I can no longer stand by and see your
children so neglected."
"My children are not neglected!
They have a very fine nurse who sees to all their
needs."
"But they're already so handicapped, having no
mother," Felicity said. "They
need a father. And they
need the influence of a woman of good birth. Though she's only four, it's time Georgette has a governess.
She needs intercourse with a well bred lady.
As does little Sam."
Now Glee stepped forward, her green eyes flashing.
"Are you even aware of the fact your son cannot speak?
He's such a sad little fellow, with virtually no parents to
love him."
George was unaware of the fact.
"At what age do most children speak?" he asked.
"Your own daughter had an extensive vocabulary when she
was two," Glee said, "and my daughter is already speaking
in sentences though she is a week younger than Sam."
"For Christ's sake, the lad's not yet two.
What do you expect?" George said.
Felicity interceded. "He'll
be two next week. I'll
grant you, boys speak later than girls.
My sons did not speak as early as my nieces.
Still, I'm concerned for little Sam."
"I'll thank you not to pity my son.
His nurse tells me he's quite intelligent."
"I don't for a moment doubt his intelligence," Glee
said. "It's his
well-being I doubt."
"He's much larger than Georgette was at the same
age," George countered.
"We're not saying Sam is physically
neglected," Felicity said.
"It's his emotional battering that worries us."
"My son is not battered!"
These demmed sisters of his had no right to tell him how to
raise his children! There
was nothing wrong with his son.
The boy was just shy. That
was all. The lad's
mother was shy, too. God,
but he missed her. What
had George ever done in his life to cause such unbearable sorrow to
be heaped upon him?
"You're wrong," Glee said.
"He's been raised as an orphan."
"So, if I hire a governess, you expect that woman to
become a mother to my children?"
"'Twould be better than things are now," Felicity
said. "Though best
of all would be for you to remarry."
"That's out of the question," he said.
Felicity's voice gentled.
"Believe me, I perfectly understand your feelings."
"No one's been in my shoes," George said bitterly.
An idea--a wonderful, brilliant idea--seized Glee.
"George! Felicity!
I have a solution to the dilemma."
"To what dilemma?" George asked.
"The dilemma of your children having no mother,"
Glee answered. "Sally
could be their governess! She
is already perfectly devoted to your children, and just yesterday
she told me she wished to find a position as a teacher.
This is infinitely better--because she's so excessively fond
of little Sam--and of Georgette, too."
"Sally Spenser?" George asked.
Glee put hands to hips.
"Of course! What other Sally dotes on your children?"
He shrugged. "Never thought of the niece of an earl being a
governess. Doesn't
sound right."
"She's merely Lord Bankston's grandniece," Glee
said.
Felicity walked up to George and settled a gentle arm around
him. "Think on it,
George. In the
meantime, Glee can make inquiries to see if Miss Spenser would even
consider being your children's governess."
Glee's thoughts were flitting through her brain at a
miraculous rate of speed. Not
only would Sally be perfect for the children, she would be good for
George, too. Not in the
romantic sense, of course. They
weren't at all suited. In
fact, they argued all the time.
But Sally, with her honest tongue, was probably the only
woman on earth who could handle George.
If anyone could turn him around, it would be Sally Spenser.
"I should wish for both of you to dine with Blanks and
me tonight. Miss
Spenser is presently my house guest, George, and you will have the
opportunity to see for yourself if you think she will do."
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